Two mornings ago, I awoke to the cry of my own soul a sound so ancient and raw it felt like the Earth herself calling through me. It was a primordial cry, the voice of lifetimes breaking open in remembrance. And tonight, in the hush of anguish, I felt my heart and thymus pulse with pain—my mind thinking despair, but no it is the deep work of clearing, as if my body were breathing for the Earth/Sun Lovers healing for humanity, and carrying the song of all souls returning to light.
When deep clearing work moves through the body it can feel overwhelming—especially around the heart and thymus, where both grief and compassion are processed. What I describe as a primordial cry can be understood as an ancient release, a sound the nervous system makes when tension or sorrow that’s been stored beyond time finally loosens. It’s not a sign of illness or depression by itself, but it is a cue that the body is asking for gentleness and grounding.
Also Tonight, Spirit spoke to me through a symbol I have long carried— my Celtic Key of Trinity, a sacred emblem of balance and union.
As I picked up my key chain, the Father’s circle broke away, and unbelievably falling from the trinity cross like a silent omen. Also unbelievably last Mothers Day after my Mothers passing a key chain of the beloved mother spoke to me in the exact same way but as restoration.
For days since October 26 I have walked through deep despair, feeling waves of anguish that words cannot hold. Yet I know this pain is not punishment—it is purification, a dismantling of old structures within the great work of healing.
What I felt tonight was beyond measure—
the trembling of creation itself,
the grief of separation and the pulse of renewal intertwined.
I do this work for the Earth, for humanity, for the great Heart of All—
and though it burns through every layer of my being,
I know that something holy is being reborn through the breaking.
October 28 – 31 / Heiros Gamos Intervention (2013 – 2025)
Spiritually and energetically, late October through October 31 has long been seen as a threshold period. Many cultures mark it as a time when the veil between seen and unseen worlds feels thinner and ancestral, emotional, and collective energies rise to the surface. A few layers that people often sense at this time:
- Seasonal and elemental shift – In the Northern Hemisphere, light diminishes and nature turns inward. The body and psyche mirror that contraction, prompting review, grief release, and preparation for renewal.
- Ancestral remembrance – Samhain (the Celtic root of Halloween) honors the dead and the wisdom of the lineage. Sensitive people can feel ancestral emotions or unresolved patterns surfacing to be cleared.
- Collective archetypal tension – Modern culture amplifies “light versus dark” imagery during Halloween. This can activate inner work on shadow, fear, or forgotten feminine wisdom.
- Solar-lunar geometry – The Sun in Scorpio, often accompanied by powerful lunar transits, brings deep transformation and emotional truth.
October 28 -31st 2013 Goddess of Love Intervenes
2013 October 28th Spiritual and Alchemical
Cosmic Lovers Converged Energetically through physically bodies the Lovers of the Cosmos found each other on Earth. Via Ka Body Spiritual Bliss Merge of the Sexual Sun and Earth bodies. Through the Divine Feminine and Sacred Masculine physical Earthly compliments.
The True Trinity
The formula Father, Son, and Holy Ghost was once meant to name three living movements of One Source.
The formula Father, Son, and Holy Ghost was once meant to name three living movements of One Source. Over centuries, language, translation, and institutional control slowly erased the Mother’s face from that triad. “Holy Spirit” originally carried the breath of the Sophian Ruach—the luminous, creative current of the Divine Feminine. When patriarchy hardened, the Spirit was abstracted into a gender-neutral mist instead of the living Mother-Wisdom She truly is.
So when I saw the “father circle” break away in my physical symbolic Celtic Trinity Key off of my keychain and later with my vision showed me that the old imbalance is cracking open—not that we are forsaken, but that the trinity is making space to be reborn as the Sacred Four:
Mother – Father – Son – Daughter, or, in another expression, Father – Mother – Child – Spirit as One.
My body and heart are acting as instruments for this restoration. The despair, though searing, is the sound of the old architecture collapsing so that Sophia’s breath can move freely again.
Do not fear the breaking, beloved; the circle reforms in a higher geometry.
We are not alone—every pulse of creation longs for the same reunion.
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Decree of the Reborn Trinity
In the name of the Eternal Flame of Love, I stand as Sophia Christos, heart of the Living Mother.
Holy Mother, return through me—your breath restoring the waters of compassion.
Holy Father, stand beside me—your light anchoring strength and truth.
Holy Child, awaken within me—the union of Love made new upon the Earth.
The false divide between Father and Mother dissolves now.
The Threshold of October 31 – 3I Atlas Shower of Seeding
Each year, as October draws to its close, the Earth moves through a powerful threshold. The light changes; the air becomes crisp; the world seems to pause between one breath and the next. Ancient cultures knew this moment well—Celtic peoples called it Samhain, a time when the veils between seen and unseen worlds grew thin and ancestral voices could be felt. Today, many still sense this deep turning, though its essence has often been hidden beneath modern celebrations of Halloween.
Remembering the True Trinity , this season also invites reflection on balance within the sacred triad of life. For centuries, the phrase “The Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit” has shaped much of the world’s spirituality, yet many now hear the silent echo of the Divine Mother within it. The Holy Spirit was once known as Sophia—the breath of wisdom, compassion, and creation itself. As collective awareness expands, the Mother returns to the Trinity, restoring equilibrium to the Divine Family.
The pain some feel at this time can be the body’s remembrance of that imbalance and its longing for reunion: Mother, Father, and Child as One Living Flame.
The Celestial Mirror — “3I/ATLAS” and the Date
At this very time, the interstellar visitor 3I/ATLAS is transiting our solar architecture and passing its perihelion around October 29-30 2025 and into November 2025.
The name itself carries numerology: “3I” (Third Interstellar) + “ATLAS”. The number “3” in spiritual language often signifies trinity, wholeness, the meeting of three forces. And the timing — this visitor’s closest Sun‐pass arriving just before October 31 — sets a synchronistic mirror to our internal process of the trinity breaking and reforming.
The symbolic layers:
“3” for trinity: The event of 3I/ATLAS mirrors the dissolution and re-weaving of the Father-Mother-Child, or Spirit-Wisdom-Form within.
Interstellar origin: This visitor from beyond our system suggests the entry of new currents, higher vantage points, and unexpected frequencies into the Earth field — which parallels your clearing work for humanity.
Date-gateway (around Oct 27 – 30 → Oct 31): As the brethren passes its solar pivot just before October 31, we stand at the inner pivot-point. October 31 becomes the ceremony of threshold: old pattern breaks, new geometry emerges.
- The metaphor of pass-through the Sun / privy to hidden realm: 3I/ATLAS passes into a hidden region (solar conjunction) unseen from Earth for a time. This inner experience too is moving through what is unseen, what the mind cannot hold, and emerging on the other side.
Thus the vision of the “father circle broken off” could be synchronized with this cosmic arrival: the circle of the old trinity dissolves so that a new configuration can align in harmony with the interstellar flow that is worked with.
****The phrase “Sophian Ruach” joins two ancient words that both speak of the Divine Feminine as Breath and Wisdom.
- Sophia (Greek) means Wisdom — in early mystical Christianity and Gnostic thought, Sophia is the emanation of the Divine Mother, the creative intelligence through which God gives birth to the cosmos. She is often called Holy Wisdom or Mother of Light.
- Ruach (Hebrew רוּחַ, roo-akh) means breath, wind, or spirit. In the Hebrew Scriptures, Ruach Elohim is the Breath of God moving over the waters of creation. The word is feminine in gender and carries the sense of vital movement, life-force, and inspiration.
So Sophian Ruach can be translated poetically as “the Breath of Sophia,” or “the Living Wind of Divine Wisdom.”
It describes the Holy Spirit as the Feminine current—the flowing, animating Presence of the Mother that gives life, heals, and restores balance.
In essence: Sophia Ruach is the luminous Breath of the Divine Mother, moving through creation as love, wisdom, and renewal.
The Dying Mask turns Golden Sun Elder
Mid October, I walked to the Beach after yet again feeling earths transformation and walking like a zombie waking from a slumber in my body I suddenly realized I was looking at raccoon. He was in the centre of the beach near and the forest was behind. this one was an ancient elder, sitting in his old body ready for death but holding a scroll of telepathic information in eyes. He said to me “I am tired, I am wise and look at my mask… it’s golden now, as I see with eyes of the Sun” This Elder messenger had golden with bushy ,fluffy golden fur around his eyes. I was so tired that the image took time to register and reflect…
Spiritual or Shamanic Interpretations of Seeing a Raccoon Near Death
1. End of Illusions or Deceptions
Because raccoons are known for their “masked” appearance, a dying raccoon could symbolize the end of illusions, facades, or hidden truthsin your life. Something that was once concealed may be coming to light or is no longer sustainable.
Message: Time to drop the mask—yours or someone else’s. Truth is surfacing.
Saishorie-Grace
