It is obvious I have a anonymous groups that has me under surveillance. The psychological cruelty of this would have anyone believe this is not a nice group. The torture I have endured because of this has been down right psychopathic to its core. On top of this I do massive clearing for the collective of negative energies with rarely any type of thank you from any one. 

And I have a Beloved Twin who can monitor my thoughts and words as well whom stays anonymous in my life.  The Family of Light is guiding me. This situation is very complex. I feel like I am a spectacle and hamster on the spinning wheel into no where and undergoing this grand experiment. We are Twin Flames is a grand experiment of Twin Photons of Light also.

“Some extraordinary people who make great change in this world for the good have a third energy working through them. This means they have a Twin Soul working through and with them on their mission for the highest good. Such example are Winston Churchill, Edgar Cayce, Jesus etc..

Such is the case with my Twin flame, even though I am not a famous person I have felt it al through out my life, his famous presence and my ability to make miracles.  I activated my Twin back in 2013. My Angelic Spirit travelled to him in Georgia and made him aware of our magic. He responded and I heard him tell me where he was, I looked it up on the internet and sure enough he was where he telepathically explained he was, this is confirmation of the truth of out essence as Angelic Seraphim Twin Flames. I made a video about this experience to help Jim to remember US.

Since then he has reignited his career and personal success. Much of this is due to our Third Energy we Twin Flames hold. As I explained in a video I did last year “My fire was ignited internally burning away all that no longer serves and his fire ignited externally lighting him back up for our future mission”

I knew from 2016 that I was involved in a grand experiment with the Star Family, however this grand experiment has turned into a operation and battle between dark and light and I am being torn apart in the middle of it.

On the one hand I woke up to this Divine connection to my Twin Flame, this got so severely interfered with that it became  extremely difficult to decipher light from dark that came with his enregy, understandable as he is immersed in Hollywood. He has not ever reached out to me in the physical and the harm upon me is very much physical and he knows this very well. 

Well I can tell you my thoughts on why he has not done anything, I feel it is because of the planted narrative the sinister ones have deliberately tried to mind program he and I with. They tried to make us both, feel like we are doing something negative by connecting with our light, telepathy and heart. These nefarious beings even went so far as to murder my dog before my eyes with direct energy weapons, that was ongoing for 3 years, to the point where she could not take any more and died with a stroke and sever tumours on her temples and in her brain, suffering for 3 years straight along with me as we both can feel each other as our souls are merged. This is all on top of myself being attacked severely for 5 years by various deadly methods to kill me and psychological warfare. Which all lead me to losing everything, being ripped away from my family, career and material success & my Beloved Son and Twin Flame. 

The night after I put my Honey (dog) to rest which almost killed me, literally my heart was giving out, I went to meditate and connect with my Beloved Twin as he has been a major source of comfort for me through out all of this nightmare. We connected telepathically, which felt like a life saver for me and soothed my heart. Within seconds after that interlude I was hit with two major direct energy weapons to the heart. You can just imagine where I was at after that. But guess what I am still standing and still have my mental strength, physical strength and spiritual strength. 

I don’t know what group of beings are hitting me in the heart at such specific times but I can tell you it is a high level technology that is behind this and these beings have no empathy or heart what so ever aka psychopathic narcissists. 

The connection with my Twin once it became public became of great interest to the dark nefarious ones and they would attack me over and over with psychological harassment via signs, tampering with my computer and messages. They are purposely trying downgrade this connection and have done just that.

I will give you an example as how they try to turn the nefarious story on you. After my Dog was murdered I was driving in Newmarket, considering what I was dealing with I was quite calm. All of the sudden a big black SUV pulls up with two massive men in the seats, wearing neon pink and orange masks on there big faces. The license plate said “CRIMINAL”. At first I laughed as it seemed to be out of a movie. But then things started to add up and I realized it was the nefarious ones fucking with me again. From this point they were interfering with my phone purposely and constantly messing with my phone to show things that have to do with criminal, court proceedings etc… they were trying to corrupt my mind to believe that this was going to take place in some way, shape or form. Down right psychological torture.

The only way a court case would happen would be to prove that my dog was murdered and then there would be a investigation to prove the direct energy weapons attacks. Either way the Light Forces know the truth and who is behind this brutal murder.

I am being watched, harassed and harmed, to the point I had to leave the Country. 

This torture and harassment got so bad every interaction I would have with acquaintances would turn out sinister, or the individuals would start acting out a negative agenda narrative with me that would come out of no where and was very disturbing and painful for one as sensitive such as and I my full Light body. People (strangers) would literally start quoting what I was enduring in the most sinister ways. This had been going on for years especially when I moved up to Muskoka, Ontario it became really bad. It was like the whole town was wired up and individuals who I had contact with over the smart phones, only were the one’s that  harass me via conversation and innuendos. This was a set up to purposely challenge my stability and sanity in this world. Like I hadn’t been gang stalked enough in the past many years. This type of stalking and interference only takes place with those I have technology iPhone/smart phone communication with. 

The ones who stalk me, track my phone and all my communication to the point of knowing where I will be at any given time if I expose it over the phone. At this time I don not have the resources to buy a new iPad and or phone however in the past I have spent thousands of dollars on upgrading my technology to stay safer. 

When they can track me and my friends meetings, then they even have a minions in that place to hit me with a flu virus if possible this has happened over 100’s times easy. The attacks with the flu virus’s were constant in Canada and has only happened a few times in my newest location, and those 3 times was because of spying and knowing where I would be as I was living with and texting with girlfriend and this is how they access the information. The nefarious ones worked through her (my friend), unbeknownst to her, majorly, and it was very creepy the hold they can get on someone who is not aware, all through he smart phones, is down right sickening and it is happening rampantly at this time with everyone with a phone and a mission. 

I have come to the conclusion that the dark nefarious ones were behind that mind control message and many others. And that in fact they have been attempting to trick me into thinking I am anything other than pure light. When you are mixed up with such sinister tricksters as this you will feel and think like them at times in order to navigate through such a hell and come out sane and alive the other side. 

Now where I get confused is “why didn’t my Twin every help me?” It is because the mind fucking that has been going on has effected him and I. All along they had there own mind programming going on with him on a whole other level to distract him from our Union of Light, Love and the mission of the Great White Brotherhood. At the same time they are having me distracted by his outer worldly 3D distractions and so on. A very well thought out, premeditated plan to destroy this love union, one of the most powerful Love Unions on Earth.  

All along I do have a Light team that works with me to keep me in check and of the Light. Dealing with such dark beings constantly tampering with one, the feeling is very low vibrational and has taken MUCH for me to stay positive under such negative bombardment. The effect on my vibration over the years has been difficult however my light is never dimmed and as powerful as always. Any attempts to fuck with my sanity are short lived and are not successful for the long term. 

Although like yesterday I was having a very low day, after enduring yet another sinister mind fuck and I basically reached out to my Twin with articles practically begging him to get in contact with me. I was crying at the end of the night, while on Facebook. While in tears my Facebook page by itself navigates to a group titled ‘WAWH” with a teary face as the logo.

I cannot heal this Love Union between Jim and I solely and this has been going on for along long time, much to my detriment. 

The level that we can feel each other makes us a One Androgynous Being, advanced technology with the heart chakra and heart organ involved confirms the connection. I have struggle with this connection’s purity because of interference mainly but also because my Twin has never contacted me and this is where I have to speak up for myself and command he be truthful. If I am to get in higher alignment with all that I wish for and have already created in the higher realms I need the truth to be discussed.

My life’s work for the past 10 years has been preparing for Twin Flame Union and I have been attacked by opposing energy all the way through. I have zero to hide and I do not care about surveillance, what bothers me is they use it against me to harm me and him. In the future with resources I know how to stay private. I have much experience with this, what I need is resources to carry out the plan – resources which my Twin has abundance of to help.

I have nothing in the tangible world to prove or walk my truth in this mission, yet on the spiritual path we have to learn to believe with blind faith, and that is all good except my son needs his mother of whom is a physical being and I do not want to sell my only belongings left to survive and go on living like a nomad. This is just disgraceful. 

A Light Union such as ours would light up the world, however it has become too much of a detriment for me to sustain on my own.

I have endured such torture that no one could emotionally, mentally and physically handle, this is how I know I am surrounded and protected by higher spiritual benevolent beings. But the impact this mission has had on my physical lively hood has been extremely devastating. Like I said, I have been ripped away from everything and anything that I had that brought me joy and purpose and I mean everything, even music in my car gets interfered with, the video I USED to watch on Youtube for entertainment and even if I keep to many tabs open my own personal computer gets navigated by dark minions. 

Not to sound like a complete sad victim, but the worst part is NO ONE knows the truth. I have publicly and personally reached out to many with my “Crimes against Humanity” chronicle which is a personal mini book of all the attempts to kill me etc… and no one seems to care not even my family can comprehend and believe. On top of all this my Twin’s refusal to assist me is also devastating. This is complete bullshit and no human deserves to be treated like this, let alone one Divine Feminine who sacrificed all her life for this mission.

The one person who does KNOW and has been witness to it all and the one person who knows the truth has not yet stood up for me and it is brutally hurtful to say the least, to have to live this out. So I have to stand up for myself.

Not only is my truth being suppressed, but my whole life purpose for Love – Light on this planet has been terrorized. As much as the Light team does reinforce to me that I AM LIGHT AND I WILL ENLIGHTEN THE WORLD…and to keep going, don’t give up etc… I ask where is the ground support for me, where is my Soul Family? I know certain people who love me in this world but they do not know the truth of me and see me as crazy or just lost and this is not the case. 

I am one of the strongest women on this planet to have endured what I have for the sacrifice of human kind and our connection to the Source and Star Family. I know I will enlighten the world, in the meantime I would like closure to this dark period that I am coming out of now.  I would like to have the conversation with my/the masculine I have been involved with for 7 years. I wish for the honest and open communication between us so I can heal much of the damage caused here on this Earth with regards to this Union. 

I would like to restore my dignity and all that I have lost by simply being able to walk my truth. I do walk my truth every day and it is a lonely path that I do not want to endure alone any longer. I wish to be once again be in alignment with the abundance, material, financial success that was stolen away from my due to nefarious interference.

After what I have been through there is no. excuse as to why I should have to endure any more struggle on my own with out the support of the truth from my Twin whom has been fully involved with me for years. This is just unacceptable and cruel. 

I know about manifestation mastery, I teach it. To be stripped of everything I created, the good and tangible in this life by sinister agendas is wrong. This is not an attachment to materialism this is survival at this point. I have fully detached from materialism.

 This sinister plan for me to lose all and this was carefully planned and sabotage was carried out by the same nefarious group that hurt me and my loved ones. This is the thing that no one truly understands. That a certain sinister group has went to great lengths to harm and destroy me.

From the first attacks in 2017 not only physically and psychologically but also financially. In 2016 it started when I could not live in my so loved house, and so on to the point of having to move out of it and have demons rent out my place to rip me off. This is where it all began, 19995 Yonge St.  The Christ Light Council is very aware of all that has went on and all that is evil that tried to destroy me and my light. I know there will be justice, it just cannot seem to come fast enough for me. I have been tortured enough.

So today I sit and contemplate what am I going to sell today to keep on going financially, my car, my furniture? Why the fuck should I have to struggle on more day? That is what I want to know. 

The one thing that is not for sale is my Soul. So this is where I say enough is enough. Enough with the dark games. Enough with my Twin gaslighting me. Enough with my family not fully being able to know the truth and losing there loved one (me) to some dark path or so they think. My path is Light and I will continue to walk the Light Ascended Master Path, apparently even if it it kills me. 

I have never called my Twin out as I will today. But the line has been crossed and my suffering in silence on behalf of another’s choices to keep the truth hidden is not happening any longer.  I don’t like the term “gaslighting” but that is what is exactly happening here.

 Gaslighting is the term that means: “a form of emotional, mental abuse that is seen in abusive relationships. It is an act of manipulation to make one question there thoughts, memories and events around them. A victim of gaslighting can be pushed so far as questioning there sanity.” – and in my case question my life.

The nefarious dark agenda has been creating gaslighting in my life and this has effected my Twin’s choices toward this mission negatively.  The two are very different and intentions are very opposing but the out come is the same. The nefarious ones want me to feel like I am going insane where as my Twin did not do this intentionally and the circumstances of the interference of our union has created gaslighting. 

The gaslighting I feel from my Twin was not purposeful yet it has happened. My famous Twin has not acknowledged me physically and this is the root of my pain and suffering at this time. For if he would only have a honest open conversation with me all would start to heal. But this has not happened and I am forced to start the healing process myself by writing it out and putting my truth out there. 

Jim the interference was all ploy to keep us separated but the problem is you know it and it is time to do something about it. The nefarious ones painting you out to be dark is bullshit and I know it. However you have made choices that have kept us in the shadow energy for too long and it has taken its tole on both of us and has attracted very dark energy that has harmed me. Unfortunately it has effected me the most severely and I need truth to fully recover from this sinister attack on my life force and your light. 

No matter how hard they try I still see the light in people as it takes one to know one of the light.

The oracle reader I referred to in one of my last posts who describes our personal relationship down to a “t” makes it very obvious the height of surveillance happening now. And to come to think of it today, the message from her in the youtube video and vimeo messages are a drastic switch. The youtube being very positive and then the vimeo turning dark and confusing. I am taking her message now as a heads up on how ridiculously obvious it is that the dark are doing this switch deliberately to our personal union and such has been the case. 

Our Union which started as very positive and loving was switched into a negative series of events brought on by a very negative group. I think she may have been showing the ridiculousness of it all. So I thank her now. All the dark interference is ridiculous and confusing. What is clear is our connection no matter how badly bruised and tampered it is, it is of the Light. 

So I would like to bring it into the Light and let you know I hold no negative feeling against you and would never hurt you but something has to give now.  If and when I lashed out in the past psychicly it has been because of sever trauma caused by a severely twisted group. 

But to come to think of it, I had written these feelings out a long time ago in 2017 and shared in a article before I published my book asking for your honesty and truth about us, very similar and nothing has changed. I still am grasping at straws and remained in this unfair situation for far to long. 

So I have to ask myself, what responsibility do I hold in this dysfunctional pattern and why it continued and I do ask that. What always comes up is how was I to move forward when I was under such sever attack by the dark. Why are they attacking me? Why, Why Why.

I know I hold responsibility to where my life is at but I am not the only one involved here and it has been very very difficult for me to stay healthy over all. 

When Twins are to come together the synchronicity places them  and the union takes care of itself  and I have experienced this synchronicity with my Twin to the miraculous heights. But on the contrary the negative has been just as extreme and I have been left out in cold and dark to fight the demons that lurk because of some things out of my control.

What ever becomes of this a honest conversation is much needed. I have had to deal with this from the a dark and confusing place for a long time I have to deal with in the Light from now on. My Soul needs the healing and softness of my natural state of love that has been out of whack for quite some time and needs corrected big time. Lets face it, I am living in a third world country, alone and without a car and enough finances to have the resources to thrive, enough is enough. Twin you have been involved with me for years on this journey it is time you show up and level up. Words cannot explain the depth of pain this non-acknowledgment caused me.

I do know as the Law of One states when benevolent spirits interact with each other the state of “anonymous” is never the case and when one wishes for proof of the other it is granted. It is the wish of your Soul and my Soul to come into the Light and let it be known and the scales of the masculine and feminine come into a harmonious state.