This Event we are all anticipating it the return to our very essence of Pure Creator/Galactic Sun Light by awakening, acknowledging and healing the Dark Side of our Selves. And if your not doing it someone else is doing it for you.
My dialogue with God/Creator is very clear via signs, dreams, various messages. As you would also know have been on the most extreme journey of enlightenment with respect to the “Light & Dark” or “Good & Evil”. I am pure essence source light and gravitate toward the Light as a embodied Spirit of the Light from birth. However over the past 3 years I have been forced into the Dark Side and learning of the Evil that co-exist with the Light.
This has brought up for the past lives as a Betrayed “Queen” turned “Evil” or better described as a “Closed Heart” fallen divine feminine as most have been of the Earth Realm due to extreme trauma and betrayal. This was at the time when the High Priestess Mystery Schools were brutally squashed by the patriarchal Roman society.This time was when the last avatar Twin Flames Jesus and Mary Magdalene took on their mission. These past lives were not of my Spirit but of the Soul Shards I created with my Twin Creator and a few of my own dark past lives.
My Creator has went as far as showing me signs on my phenomenon of license plates such as “BE EVIL” (twice) ‘MALEFICENT” (many times) & SOCERY to help me remember my purposely forgotten and deeply suppressed traumatized past. The BE EVIL sign was most miraculous on how it was shown to me not once but 2 times. First I was on my way to my Spiritual Shamans home for a visit and on the way there I was shown the sign “BE EVIL” on a old perfected restored truck sitting under a tree in the middle of nowhere. I was very disturbed by this “sign” as I knew it was for me. For a year I contemplated on this while the “Dark Night” played out. Year later almost to the day I went to revisit my Shaman at her house. I was telling her upon leaving about my miraculous on going dialogue with the Creator (our HigherSelf/OverSoul called God) via the License Plates on Cars. As I left I told her of the “BE EVIL” sign license plate and how perplexed I was over this sign.
I left the Shamans house and drove off on a county desolate road not 2 minutes later I saw a newer sport utility with BE EVIL on the license plate right before my eyes. I was clearly upset up asking God “WHY OH WHY” The Maleficent plate in the past year showed up 4 times. Once I tried and got a blurry pic of it while the girl funnily waved at me, knowing I was taking the pic, yesterday I saw it again sitting in a parking spot just for me, however I refused to take a picture of it. The license plate SORCERY drove by house as I watched in disbelief a OLD immaculate restored black Cadillac drive by. I felt like I was in the twilight zone.
Any way 2 years later after the dark signs and extreme purification on my part for the rest of the world of ‘EVIL” witch by the way is necessary for creation, I now understand the importance of Good & Evil and its true concept and sheer fabric of each and every one of us. I never thought to write about it or delve deeply into the research until this week, as I was avoiding this part of me for obvious reason. Then something monumental happened to me Saturday night while I was fixing my hair.
I was standing in front of my bathroom mirror blow drying/straightening my long dark hair, wondering why I went from white golden blonde hair to mysteriously dark almost black hair. I was born with shiny white hair and it remained blonde for years. After deciding to match up the color with my roots one month I ended up with dark brown hair, pretty common I know, however shortly there after I went through a extreme physical transformation in 2008. I literally noticed my appearance, facial features, curves changing or morphing into a more Goddess like Being and my age reversing daily. This was time when I was first staring to ascend again. I then did a fitness competition to further my personal training career and the professional images taken of me on stage had me wondering who I was all of the sudden.
Back to standing in front of the mirror, while I was looking into the mirror at myself the huge wall sized mirror with in a sliding wall sized frame came crashing down onto the bathroom floor. I first tried to put my hands in front of the mirror to stop the fall, but soon realized that was death had I stood there, or severe scarring. So I moved further out of the way and let the glass shatter before my eyes. The wild part was time stood still, time stopped while this mirrored glass prepared me to fall. I had time to step in front of the mirror set my hands up to stop the fall, but after having time to actually evaluate the fall I had to jump out of the way. I was freaked out but new there was a good reason for this. I was relieved that this break happened with me and not to someone else for the most part that evening. As days went by and I researched and listened to my inner guidance I realized why this happened. But right away I spoke aloud confirming I do not believe in the negative fear of superstitions of anything. I believe everything happens for good reason.
The next days I noticed not once but 3 times I seen the sign license plate “I AM LUCKY” confining this mirror shattering experience had nothing to do with bad luck like they say so in distorted teachings, just as they distorted the significant number 13 and black cat, which is btw a positive experience. Eventually I found what in my heart I knew, the shattering of the mirror before me was the dissolving finally of the dark, betrayed, goddess, queen I had once been. I even saw the listens plate ‘SHES GONE” when this purification phase had finally ended.
2 years ago I had received and email from a woman/author friend who emailed me the dream she had of me that really struck home for me with my suppressed past lives, when she emailed me this waves upon waves of emotion came over me as well as triggering of my past dark lives. The dream she emailed me as follows”
“So, then last night, I had another dream with you in it and this time I remembered it all. I was in Boston with my college girlfriends and you were with us…like we all knew each other. My friends were all partying and laughing and I couldn’t relate and started to drop back from the group. You did as well but we didn’t look at each other. I was walking on the far left and you were on the far right, like we were walking parallel and further away from the group. Anyway, we all ended up at the hotel where we had a huge party suite. The girls were laughing and watching a movie and I was off sitting by myself. You came over and sat next to me on the couch and said, “I need to share something with you.” You then handed me a large portfolio and I knew it contained your “history” so to speak. I opened it up and the first picture was of a blond goddess…beautiful. But then as I flipped the pages, the images became darker (I couldn’t see what they were but could feel the darkness of them in my stomach). As I neared the end of the portfolio, the image started to look more human and with each page your hair became darker and longer and your face was happier. The last page was of you now. I closed the book and you said to me, “It’s been a long and hard journey for me.” I woke up then with tears in my eyes and I felt very, very sad because I understood…it’s been a very hard journey for all of us to get to this point. Crazy dream, eh?? Anyway, it was then that I got up and saw your email and I realized I could share this with you without you thinking I was weird :)”
I am writting this and including some articles and references to enlighten any one who is interested in there true heritage and to accept the dark syde of themselves to heal thy self and thy Earth as well as the Cosmos of which we are ONE. This next article really resonates with my remembrance of the creation stage where all the Soul Chards were formed from My Creator Twin and I as the first Creations as Male and Female as far back as the Adom Kandom times written of in Genesis. I have written about this in my book referring to my Twin Ray and I as the Sum of all Soul Chards of Light as I remember it and have experienced. This is also why I refer to he and I as Star Parents of the StarSeeds whom some have turned into “BadSeeds” however it is still part of the perfection of creation. I have been shown over and over we must become ONE. Meaning the light and the dark becoming ONE, however it has taken me years to accept.
Here is the excerpt from my book explaining a bit about creation of all soul chards:
Earth Beings can create from a psychic level. When Earth was first created, millions of Soul Sparks from the Masculine and Feminine Creator (Twin Flames) psychically created the Earth, all orchestrated via physic powers of divine creation imbedded in our DNA Structure – Soul Family. Once we create our manifestation, we teleport the creations.
My Twin Flame and I are fully utilizing our 7 rainbow rays of light. Earth is an amazing Planet that we have the privilege to be a part of its creation. When we are finished, our experience here we will go on to create another universe, galaxy and who knows, a Central Sun. But first we must exit out of the illusions of Time and Space and understand the choices of our Free Will now have repercussions.
No orchestration is by accident. The Planetary Crisis needs you to step up now in order to reclaim the birthright of Abundance.
The Universal Mind is awake and active, our body mind and Spirit are one with the Universal Mind. We are in a constant state of meditation, conscious of the rays of Being-ness that we live and embody, fully aware of the divine plan. We are made of the image of God, feminine and masculine as ONE.
The Bestowers of the White Diamond Light, The Creators of Form, The Twin Flame White Diamond Elders, The Manipulators of the Magic Wand. God is forcing this fulfilment as the diamond light has been created through the obvious pressure of the past labour. We are producing qualities that will bring the will of God into completion.
We are the sum of all souls within the solar system. This order of Magic is now coming into power to make the supernatural be known. All the pressure we have felt is the becoming of the Diamond White Light Carriers. The Seventh Ray of the Seventh Dimension is responsible partially for world affairs and dictatorship. Thus, this truth demands immediate recognition in the Physical Earth Realm by the Great Angels.
Once we step fully into our mission, anything that is not of the light will disappear.”
~ Adventures of Saishorie~Grace, Sovereign Being, Book 1.
Now tying everything together with the explanation of the “Shevira – Shattering of the sephirot vessels – for Creation by the Lurianic Kabbalah, this also sheds light on why I feel to refer to my Twin and I as Twin Rays or Twin Creators.
Into the vacuum then shone a new light, the Kav (“Ray/Line”), a “thin” diminished extension from the original Infinite Light, which became the fountainhead for all subsequent Creation. While still infinite, this new vitality was radically different from the original Infinite Light, as it was now potentially tailored to the limited perspective of Creation. As the Ein Sof perfection encompassed both infinitude and finitude, so the Infinite Light possessed concealed-latent finite qualities. The Tzimtum allowed infinite qualities to retire into the Ein Sof, and potentially finite qualities to emerge. As the Kav shone into the centre of the vacuum it encompassed ten “concentric” Iggulim (the conceptual scheme of “Circles”), forming the sephirot, allowing the Light to appear in their diversity.
“Upright” is so called by way of an analogy to the soul and body of man. In man the ten sephirotic powers of the soul act in harmony, reflected in the different limbs of the body, each with a particular function. Luria explained that it is the Yosher configuration of the sephirot that is referred to by Genesis 1:27, “God created man in His own image, in the image of God He created him, male and female He created them”. However, in Adam Kadmon, both configurations of the sephirot remain only in potential. Adam Kadmon is pure divine light, with no vessels, bounded by its future potential will to create vessels, and by the limiting effect of the Reshima.
From the non-corporeal figurative configuration of Adam Kadmon emanate five lights: metaphorically from the “eyes”, “ears”, “nose”, “mouth” and “forehead”. These interact with each other to create three particular spiritual world-stages after Adam Kadmon: Akudim (“Bound” – stable chaos), Nekudim (“Points” – unstable chaos), and Berudim (“Connected” – beginning of rectification). Each realm is a sequential stage in the first emergence of the sephirotic vessels, prior to the world of Atziluth (Emanation), the first of the comprehensive four spiritual worlds of creation described in previous Kabbalah. As the sephirot emerged within vessels, they acted as ten independent Iggulim forces, without inter-relationship. Chesed (Kindness) opposed Gevurah (Severity), and so with the subsequent emotions. This state, the world of Tohu (Chaos) precipitated a cosmic catastrophe in the Divine realm. Tohu is characterised by great divine Ohr (Light) in weak, immature, unharmonised vessels. As the divine light poured into the first intellectual sephirot, their vessels were close enough to their source to contain the abundance of vitality. However, as the overflow continued, the subsequent emotional sephirot shattered (Shevirat HaKeilim – “Shattering of the Vessels”) from Binah (Understanding) down to Yesod (the Foundation) under the intensity of the light. The final sephirah Malkhut (Kingship) remains partially intact as the exiled Shekhina (feminine divine immanence) in creation. This is the esoteric account in Genesis[11] and Chronicles[12] of the eight Kings of Edom who reigned before any king reigned in Israel. The shards of the broken vessels fell down from the realm of Tohu into the subsequent created order of Tikun (Rectification), splintering into innumerable fragments, each animated by exiled Nitzutzot (Sparks) of their original light. The more subtle divine sparks became assimilated in higher spiritual realms as their creative lifeforce. The coarser animated fragments fell down into our material realm, with lower fragments nurturing the Kelipot (Shells) in their realms of impurity.
Reference https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lurianic_Kabbalah
This next article is a must read to get the gest of the importance of Good and Evil as the fabric of all of the Soul Chards and a teaching in dissolving the Evil to become ONE. Here are two paragraphs of the article to give you an idea of the writing, below the paragraphs is the link to read the whole article.
“In Dispelling Wetiko, I point out, in as many ways as I can imagine, that encoded in the deepest evil of wetiko, which is the evil that inspires humanity’s inhumanity to itself, is actually a blessing in a very convincing disguise to the contrary, such that if we recognize what it is revealing to us about ourselves, it can help us to wake up. In essence, the Lurianic Kabbalah of Isaac Luria (1534-1572) says the same thing, i.e., that evil, which by definition is diametrically opposed to good, is, paradoxically, at the same time its very source.
At the very moment that God then conceived of the world and poured his[ii] infinite light into the “vessels” that he had prepared for this very event, the vessels were instantaneously filled and shattered by this influx of divine light. This catastrophic event, called “The Breaking of the Vessels” shattered the vessels into shards which fell through primordial space, the metaphysical void, while at the same time severing the previously united (and unconscious) opposites that constitute the underlying unified structure of the universe.
***MUST READ ARTICLE***
https://www.awakeninthedream.com/articles/the-kabbalahs-remarkable-idea
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Shelly Sullivan
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