I had hoped this day would not come. I am a very open, honest and tolerant person and have been over trusting. I see the Spirit in people and when that Spirit does not align with the human ego actions that is obvious when your in a physical relationship. But what happens when your completely involved with a Twin Flame in all ways except the physical? Very easily a confusion and complete chaos as these relationships are not the norm in our 3D world. But they will get more common.
Many Star Seeds will be opening up to this connection with others and I will teach the boundaries because with out them your life can be destroyed if you are dealing with someone who refuses to take responsibility. Unfortunately I have the experience of this. Not only have I been under severe attack by the dark agenda, but my life line at the time (my Twin) never came through as per our contract.
When my Twin and I merged energy the frequency became so high and this attracted a lot of interest. In a positive circumstance this energy would have been used for the mission and I would have been in a safe place, sadly our extraordinary energy was carelessly used to better himself and the 4th dimensional negative energy caused me great pain to feed off my extreme light turned into pain and rage, leaving me to the wolves, having to lose everything to stay healthy and safe while my Twin stood by and did nothing to assist me.
This has gotten to the point of complete debilitation. I have sacrificed all for this mission and lost a beautiful life, that I thought would be enhanced when the truth came. But that has not happened and I continue to feel the truth that my Twin acts out in deception. I cannot deal with this any longer by keeping it bottled up. If it were a normal human connection I could just walk away and move forward, however our higher dimensional abilities has made this difficult and he knows it hence the turmoil of my life.
I have no choice but to get take the blind fold off and see this trauma and betrayal and what it has cost me. I had prayed and hoped Jim would step up, grow up and deal honestly with this but he has not and I have had enough. The truth will come out.