Tower Moment ~ Lighting Strikes AGAIN

I finally received the confirmation of this mystery message from Spirit. I intuitively knew it all along but of course doubted myself because of all the things attempting to undermine my mission and wisdom.

When I receive the messages about my healing of this mysterious illness and the mysterious message about seeing my counter part in his white diamond light body, I automatically thought this is about the final healing of shadow work that has to be carried out. Not by him but by me because he has been avoiding his own shadow work hence I get hit hard with yet again another tower moment to force some crucial healing, life saving healing for the Light Family Lineage. Here is the blog I am referring to with the two experiences of these magical guided messages by Spirit.

I spend hours of my life daily being tortured as why, what, when how, who etc….because of lack of honesty and integrity for this mission when it comes to the other involved. I am constantly brought back to my knees in pain to try and get myself back up from such betrayal. He my Counter part has just taken too long and such damage is just acceptable to keep going on.

Any way I made this video last night after yet again being brought into tears from this pain and suffering because of the other half un will to do the necessarily work to face his shawdow and to face me, the one he betrayed massively.

Today I was shown a answer to my question “What did this message mean when I saw my Beloved in his Ascended White Diamond Rainbow Body, up in the Dessert” Although I knew the answer I second guessed my self due to controlling tactics. Any way below my video is the link to the telegram message by someone I follow from time to time who is familiar with the illumined light path of Christos Angelics, that answers my question as to why so much pain for me and why…because, well listen to the message it says it all.

This is what I have to do to try to at least get my life back, my son back, my dignity back and stay healthy and safe after a completely sinister take down by the deep dark faction who used my Twin Flame Benevolent Union to torture me and take me down. So Twin look at this truth and you decide it you continue to make the same irresponsible choices to gas light me and ignore any accountability when it comes to what this has done to my life and many others.

Also I will include Amanda Ellis lates video where she mention Taylor Hawkins death as not a accident and fowl play is involved just like I say. How much longer will you sit on the fence and watch these dark ones preform evil and sinister crimes toward me and humanity. When you know fully the truth. Why must you allow this and not stand up for the truth, love and justice and most importantly yourself.

As I sit here trying to make ends meet just to keep a room over my head being completely depleted of my abundance and financial means due to this dark premeditated by the dark take down of the Goddess/Divine Feminine Mother Energy that I am ordained to bring to this Earth.