I am sharing a message sent me from a fellow StarSeed’s who is feeling the purge and cleansing that has had to be and is being endured. I want to publish this to help any others children or adults that are feeling the intensity of emotions and circumstances playing out at this time. This can play out internally or in your actual physical life. You have done nothing wrong, your Soul/Spirit has been chosen to come into this mess and help clean it up. Your Soul has made a great sacrifice and the reward of your Spiritual Evolution is paramount.
To help you through I will include a guided mediation I filmed a couple years ago. I have been in full steam ahead in this clean-up, hence I have not been out working with the public, my work has been all behind the scenes I will be again in the public to help sustain balance in these much needed times.
Message February 23rd 2020
“Dear beloved Shelly. I written because you have been a great inspiration for me. I love watching your videos on Youtube. 
My name is Charles and I am 26 yr and from Africa, but i am living in Denmark.
I am sorry to have to share this with you.. but i am feeling very hurt, because of life’s test. In my heart i want do good to all mankind, and to be of selfless to services.
But life sucks, i am afraid for my future and kind of aloner, living at a homeless shelter and not at all grounded. Because, i love all the sublime like https://youtu.be/LXtbGk1kLHc , but I haven’t learn to walk yet. And still child in many ways.
It makes me wishing to leave this realm, but I know i have given all got.
Therefor i am seeking some comfort with you.
Can you share with me about my path?
Why have i created this nightmare for myself.
i want to love all mankind.
Much Love. 
”
He included this invocation video below, which is really great.
Reply from Me:
“I know how you feel. Sometimes it is necessary to feel this suffering to let it go and expand your Soul. Ask you Soul aspects that have been traumatized to please come back into you whole Spirit. Ask the Ascended Masters to help do this Soul retrieval and Love all your parts. You are an important Light on the Planet and we need you here to be strong and hold Love and shine Light through the darkness. I love you. Shelly
“Thank you beloved
I will watch your link and do as you suggest. Your words brings me hope and faith.
And I Know that.. with God all mighty, all things are possible.
Thank you again love.”
Here are two meditations to calm, ground and re-connect you self with Source Earth.
Soul Retrieval work can be very helpful at this time, whether you are a Walk-In or the original Soul from before birth. If you are not aware of any Walk-Ins at this time dont be surprised if you start experiencing this. There is much on Soul Retrieval and Walk-Ins on line and in books.
Love and Light
Shelly Sullivan