The Night I died
February 24th 2018 I died and I was resurrected. I witnessed the whole experience as upon coming back into consciousness my brain was fully calibrated and in tact. That night before going to sleep, I was severely stressed out as the direct energy attacks were rampant. My body was over taxed and my mind and spirit was exhausted. I went to sleep praying for help through this night as I knew something dreadful was transpiring.
I heard my Twin answer me and said he would be there to help me, this always comforts me but I was really in need of physical support and strength to get me through. Next thing I knew I was awake with the ONE mind on and experiencing Spirit “walking” back into my body.
This “Source Walk-In’ entered from the feet rather than the crown this time. I could feel the life force energy crawling up my legs connecting with every cell, blood vein, I could feel the suctioning of the tissue/liquid and life force energy, into my torso and as it grew closer to my heart I felt immense pressure and emotion, emotions so powerful I felt like I was going to explode. I witnessed some more with my mind/brain and this Being inside of me was alive and it was integrating with my esophagus, and sucking in my saliva. This happened over and over in intervals, the sensation of the live life force intertwining and integrating with my body, every part of my body. It was intense, it was absolutely immaculate life force energy resurrecting my limp body back to life.
I now understand it was the Spirit/Soul interacting with my physical body reading it and merging within, but at the time I was so freaked out that I thought I had a entity inside of me. It was the most powerful feeling inside of my body. I don’t really have the words to describe this. What I did feel and know with my mind and my body was I had died, left my body and came back to life slowly as my mind witnessed this. But this time I came back in with more higher aspects of my divine source self.
The night before I knew a life threatening direct energy attack was on its way. I just knew it. The attacks were now on a constant bases within my bedroom. Once I retired into my bed at night for the past several months or even year, I could barely get up once in bed. The mornings were even more challenging with constant weakness and cold symptoms and grogginess. I could only describe it as a feeling of radiation weakening me on a daily bases. I realized recently I had been targeted with direct energy attacks not only in the physical but also from he astral plane by negative entities/demonic entities continuing the battle on the Divine Mother Energy.
Once the merge transpired and I was capable of moving, petrified I called 911 stating that “I need some assistance to reassure my heart is ok” I may be having a heart attack and sever flu symptoms, I feel like I might not make it.” I was soaking wet in fever, sweaty and my whole body was severely ichy as this took place. My head felt like it was going to explode and I was nauseous.
The ambulance arrived and checked my vital signs and agreed I was very hot. The took my blood pressure and heart rate assured me I was not in critical condition. I felt better knowing my heart rate was normal and my blood pressure was stable although I was surprised at this. I was in shock and my body extremely stressed. I could barely speak as all that would come out was cries for shock to my body, I was having sever anxiety and sobbing scared.
Eventually they left and I was trying to logically make sense of what was happening. I asked myself, “Did I have another walk-in experience?” Did my Soul completely leave and die to be replaced with another?” “or was my soul accompanied by more higher aspects of my self?”
I soon confided in my Divine guidance and another advanced physical Being and my feelings were correct. I did experience death, resurrection by a walk in of the higher aspects of my source self.
Now how did I die? Well the direct energy attacks were so continuous as of late my body was getting tired. That night intuitively I knew something serious was going to happen and as I said, I prayed. The attack that night brought me into flat liner of my heart, my organs were shut down and something happened with my blood. I know that I had higher benevolent Beings of love working on me, there presence was there all along.
Before I completely came to, my son’s friend whom stayed over that night witnessed and heard me from the kitchen and described it as someone trying to wake me up and I was resisting. He described it like someone pushing on my body to wake me and I was moaning to say ‘no don’t wake me up.’ Half hour later I was awake. My dog was whining and crying when the benevolent presence had left. I knew all this by just knowing with my intuitive senses.
That was Saturday morning and I did not get out of bed except to pee and drink water for 3 days and to briefly start writing to help me heal and release. Getting up to go to the bathroom was emotionally painful, physically exhausting and exasperating as I worked hard to get air into my diaphragm and lungs. Breathing was difficult, I had to take deep gasp to get breath, Oxygen was working its way fully back into my brain. My brain ached severely for 3-4 days and after that felt pressured for days like it was bruised. My digestion was slowly starting to work again I could feel this clearly, I felt each organ come to life step by step. I felt completely depleted and slowly coming back to life.
10 days later I am close to full recovery. 14 days later sever allergies as the new DNA integrated with my cells was causing my body to attack the foreign DNA of the Old damaged cells, 16 days later I could walk and hike in my favourite forest. For the past many years mysteriously I could no hike like I used to, I would be out of breath and stamina half way up. I always chalked it up to chemtrail poisoning and heavy metal toxicity as they sprayed heavily over my house weekly. This was very upsetting as I am an athlete and there was no explanation ever as I searched for answers as to why my body was acidic often and I spent my days constantly striving to active PH balance and homeostasis. But good news on this 16th day of recover and since the New Walk In, magically my lungs and heart was like new. My dog and I hiked up that hill in the forest effortlessly and joyfully. It is is a miraculous healing by divine intervention.
What I had since learned is that this death or crucifixion and resurrection was necessary. The mission, my mission as of the past 4 years included demolishing the dark, demonic, energies and this does include the dark ones upon earth realm. I had to experience the attacks to the extreme, the extreme of death and come back fully resurrected and stronger, fully and completely illuminated. I had more aspects of my highest I AM Presence Source Self walk in after the death to help with this resurrection and healing to higher capabilities, acceleration of the Creator Self.
This was necessary to show the dark ones they cannot kill me, the divine feminine goddess energy. I will always come back into body and they will be dealt with for there crimes. All had been noted and documented along with proof. Witness of all my story. I am the proof. “Nothing is more powerful than the Spirit of Love and Light Energy”.
Shelly Sullivan